Main christmas memory dad still funny thinking back, we lived in grimley ave an i had the wendy house stretched over my bed, all excited christmas eve me an our julie couldnt sleep. must of been pretty late too cause i heard you an mum arguing outside our room as to who was coming in. remember mum saying you were too drunk an youd wake us up haha we werent asleep. it was that time we realised santa wasnt real well at least id believed in him anyway. pretending to be asleep when you came in with my new crying doll, didnt get to see it till morning the smell of plastic musta knocked me out. julie took dummy out in the morning i near died of fright haha. anyway dad just thought id try go back to happier xmas's gone by. going over the motions of mums final days an its eating me up. i sure miss you both more than you will ever know look after each other till we meet again il always love you xxx