Dad it's the time of year i used to look forward to as a child, I remember lots about the younger years, you and mum one year arguing over who was bringing my crying doll in my room while i was sleeping i do wish you hadnt tho cause that was the year i realized santa wasnt really coming. But it was still a very special time of year who needs santa aye. Was funny cause mum was shouting at you that you'd wake me up she didnt know waiting for santa already had me awake. We didnt get as much as the kids do today but it seemed a lot better back then the christmas spirit was all around in every home. As ive grown into adulthood ive walked the rocky roads, won some lost some, Here i sit year in year out. Wanting everything i cant possably have. You and John would be home just for one day. Im doing a search for John dad and hopefully in the new year il hear some news, in the mean time dad watch over all my family and keep them safe. I miss you dad not just today everyday x x x x